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Star Driver: Those Simple Days

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Well then...Raise your voice, and let's sing out our youth together!


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:icong-kie: Tsunashi Takuto
:iconmelriza: Agemaki Wako
:iconblackcrane56: Shindo Sugata

Others in group (not shown in pic):
:iconloveloveclock: Nichi Keito
:iconbaxter-w: Miyabi Reiji


Location: Docklands
Photographer: :iconshinomatrix:
Helper: :iconsubzerojo:

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To be honest, I usually don't like writing too much about my personal life here on dA, I figured that I would only be boring my watchers with my childish rants and so forth.
But for now...please excuse me while I act a little bit out of character.

I don't even know why, but lately I feel like I've been in quite a slump...My holidays have started, I really should be quite happy but there's a complicated feeling looming over my head, and frankly, ruining a lot of really enjoyable things.

I was looking through old backlogs when I came across these old photos from a shoot a while back. Even though the shot on the right was actually a failed take coz we all burst out laughing at the silly pose, I really love how pure everyone's expression is and it made me think about how much I enjoyed that simple shoot.

So much seem to have changed since then, and though it could be just me over thinking, I feel that people whom I was originally close to have grown far away and people whom I want to be close to (and people whom I used to be close to) seem so far out of reach.

I understand that friendships come and go, and I don't like to think anything is ever certain since I'm not exactly a very memorable or well sought out person, but I sometimes wonder if people cherish my relationship with them as much as I cherish theirs.

So lastly, I just want to say, to all my friends, whether I've known you for years or only a few months, I love everything you've been to me and I hope you feel the same about what I had to give.
To friends that have moved on from me and found bigger and better things, I'm sorry that I couldn't live up to what you wanted to be, I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough or that I dragged you down. But I want you to know that I appreciated all the patience you all had with an idiot like me.
To friends that are going far away, thank you for everything. All the good times, and all the hardships. I couldn't have asked for more. Knowing you all have made me a better person and gave me such joy that only you can give. You will all be sorely missed and I pray that there is a chance we can be reunited in the future.

I'm so sorry for the giant wall of text X'DD This is why I don't usually like dishing out much personal feelings on dA lolorz ;;
And to specify, this is not particularly aimed at anyone. It's just something trivial going through my head when I over think ^^ll

Thank you to everyone once again! May your galaxy shine on forever!! KIRABOSH~* o>

:star: :star: :star: SINGING OUT YOUR YOUTH :star: :star: :star:


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Yiji's avatar
BAWWWWW OH LISA
WHY YOU SUCH A WONDERFUL FRIEND AND MAKE ME CRY WITH YOUR EMOTIONS OF LOVE

*epic brohug* <333